Journal＃February 18th. Long distance relationship...

Hi. It has been a long time to write my blog.
Many things happened, good and bad, but I am still fine.
I will move to Kagoshima, the south of Japan because of my work.
I'm going to work at Television station at Kagoshima since April.
I changed my boy friend about 3months ago and now he, new boyfriend, is in Europe. I miss him so much.

Five years ago, I had a long distance relationship. But love was over cuz I couldn't keep loving him. I really trusted him and felt dear so I thought we would marry someday. It was wrong. After I moved, I was surrounded by new environment and i met many people. The days were splendid and I didnt talk with or call my boyfriend gradually. 3 months later, he suddenly called me and said, "Am i still your boyfriend?" I was shocked. After several months later, we met. He was not what he was. He became jealous man. I felt sad cuz I realized that he absolutely didnt trust me. After that, as I couldnt feel dear to him, I broke up with him.
Then I decided I would never have long distance relationship.

Something has changed within me.
Something is not the same.

I think i can do that with him.