Journai# February 21st. The cool thief KID...

A week passed since Yui left for Japan to Dublin.
I miss him so much. Thesedays, we exchange messeges a little because of our lifestyle. Between Tokyo and Dublin there is nine-hour ime difference. I like the way we communicate now. We can't talk with very often so I feel lonely but at the same time, I notice how deeply I love him. Yesterday night, I talked to on the phone for an hour. It was the first time in last a week we had a long chat. But I quarreled with him about trifles. Then when I finished calling, I was depressed. But a few minutes later he sent me funny pic and I laughed at. After that he told me very impressive words and I was so moved. He wanted me to make smile. I felt SO happy and I thought I don't wanna forget this feelings. I wish I will care for him.

Journal# February 19th. The side effect of medicine...

Several days ago, I caught a cold.
I have a high fever and sore throat.
I went to hospital. Fortunately the doctor diagnosed just cold, not flu. Then i start to take medicine.
Next morning, I felt strange. Every sounds can be heard lower, about semitone. I serched for that. Finally I realized that is one of side effect of medicine I took.

 It's soooo cold thesedays and be careful not to have a cold!

Journal＃February 18th. Long distance relationship...

Hi. It has been a long time to write my blog.
Many things happened, good and bad, but I am still fine.
I will move to Kagoshima, the south of Japan because of my work.
I'm going to work at Television station at Kagoshima since April.
I changed my boy friend about 3months ago and now he, new boyfriend, is in Europe. I miss him so much.

Five years ago, I had a long distance relationship. But love was over cuz I couldn't keep loving him. I really trusted him and felt dear so I thought we would marry someday. It was wrong. After I moved, I was surrounded by new environment and i met many people. The days were splendid and I didnt talk with or call my boyfriend gradually. 3 months later, he suddenly called me and said, "Am i still your boyfriend?" I was shocked. After several months later, we met. He was not what he was. He became jealous man. I felt sad cuz I realized that he absolutely didnt trust me. After that, as I couldnt feel dear to him, I broke up with him.
Then I decided I would never have long distance relationship.

Something has changed within me.
Something is not the same.

I think i can do that with him.